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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Perfect bdae

Haha

For once im not going to neglect the posting for blog on my 21^st bdae coz there is a lot of things to be reflected upon.. Like my current goals in life, future plans and of coz my love life n family.

My bdae celebration took place on the 11 oct which is a Saturday and I have frens coming to the bbq.

Thank you shufen for comin and it means a lot to me..

Thank u shan mabel san yk jc and all those who shared the spa vouncher.. it is relli wad I wanted.. haha.. (n to tnk I tot mabel was hitting on my bf tt time at jc chalet)

Thank you to jun min Samuel Sharon all.. I miss Sharon a lot a lot..

Thank you Kenneth chun yan all for coming

Thank you poly frens nasir chun leong n especially Candice my aiai!!

Thank you sigma Aldrich for taking time to come n getting my pressie

Thank you guo jun for being my photographer

Thank you Kevin and zhen long for helping me to get started with the bbq

Thank you sister n jie fu, bro n dao sa and papa mama

Thank you cousins’ n aunties for coming

Haha

So many thank you

This yr bdae I got mostly wad I desired,, like burberry perfume and burberry blue label wallet, lesport bags and mama mia sound track..

A lot of accessories and make up n spa voucher all,

Flowers and cards and ang paos..

But the person I deeply wanna thank is my dear dear Tan Yi Ren., haha,, funny how our relationship took off and now we r heading easily to our 6 months.. yest I stayed at his hse.. at night when he prepared a surprise for me tt make me cry,,

Haha .. silly me.. but I was so touched. He relli did put in a lot of effort.. yest he bought me flower and those r the most beautiful flowers I received on my bdae.. it was tulips..he did a enormous card stating 101 reasons y I make he smile..

Haha.. though it’s me whu asked him to write but I didn’t expect him to do it so artistically on the card with purchase from art n craft shop ‘made with love’. He booked tickets to Singapore flyer and it wss simply the most romantic evening.. we had our dinner at japeno pepper with a splendid view of the open waters and the lights of the IR construction.. den we r so fortunate to go up the flyer in the private capsule with only the 2 of us.. haha,., it was relli great.. I felt so relaxed and so happy..

There was a full moon last night..

At his hse.. he surprise me with oreo cheesecake made by him early in the morning..

He is the first person to wish me 21^st and the first to c the 21 yr old cynz.

When I went hm in the morning, surprisingly my parents no longer scolds me for nt coming back home but they were wishing me warmly on the 21^st bdae instead..

Seems like they have already accepted Darren and treats him like family members.

I tink they no longer object to me staying over at darren’s hse..

Same goes.. I noe nothing abt how dear’s family feels abt me but he had once again assured me in the morning tt they like me and treats me as one of their own.. but I told dear tt im afraid of his family coz they loved him so much tt I was afraid tt they would hate me if I hurt him..

Its funny how our relationship progress and escalate tot the plateau and sometimes we think abt our future unexpectedly..

Sometimes I am bad tempered and I create a nuisance but he understood tt I juz wanted attention and he is so patient with me… I am juz afraid tt once day his patient would run out and he would leave me… if that day was to come… I will be crushed and left with nothing..

There r so many moments tt we had spend with our first experience tgt.. like I was the first ger he make a cake for,,

As for my goals in life.. im still hangin loose.. will arrange for an opinion of an mature individual soon.

Im meeting Chris later.. Maybe will get to c my dear after tt too. Tml is my day back at work.. abit nervous.. haha

I enjoyed my break thoroughly. Yest a thought occurred to me..if I get to get on a plane with my dear the experience will be great!!

Haha.. Missing my boi boi so deeply..

+ [CyNz] remember agains + 11:41 PM