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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
u noe, fallin in love is easy. its so easy to be filled up to the brim like a cup, to felt so hopeful that everythin is possible. to tink that u will nv hurt, to tink that someone eout there loves u as much as u do.
its so silly, im so wrong. my heart is tearing, hopes dashed. colours of life has come to an end. im hopeless.
he is a nice guy, juz not who i wan i guess, i should haf seen it comin, but i was stubborn to persist on. n this stupid mistake break my heart.
in his life, he sees it in the manner that there is him, but no us. he claims he loves me, yet desert me at my lonliest hour. whu am i to tink that he will care ant me the way i do abt him. of how i sees him as a little boy that needs me to be by his side. he took me for granted too much i guess. there is no future, or maybe im wrong, there is a future, but there is no US in it.
i cant say that i haf been someone perfect. but i tried to be as perfect as i can. i guess that is not enough either.
both of us are tired. y not end it??
i dunnoe.. i dunno y im still persisting, letting him tear my heart apart bit by bit. i tot he will noe, i tot he will understand, i tot he sees it comin, but he didnt. im not sayin he is insensitive, im juz sayin that i hide my emotions v well indeed. the old me would haf broken down long ago. i should haf let i go. i realli should... n maybe i will..
+ [CyNz] remember agains + 7:22 PM
