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Thursday, February 09, 2006
four month plus le. this is indeed a long journey\cumin on to the fifth month. i wanna sae thanks to my dear fer takin care of me so much and sometimes i tink im too unreasonable le. he is juz simply the answer to my prayers to \god for the love of my life
sprain my ankle, which guy will come all the way down from bukie batok to amk early in the mornin to send me to sch? his sch starts at one, he hangs ard wit me from nine. whu will self volunteer to let me bite him when he c me in pain? which guy will remain defenceless when i oinch him so hard? i didnt realixse the pain i cause him physically until i saw my teeth marks and the blue black on him? whu will carry me up the stairs when i cant walk? send me home in a taxi? there is so much i wan to thank him for.. he give in to me even when it is not his fault but my own petty nature. i like him when he traets me like somethin so precious and he will not let go. he fights for hme even when our relatioship goes down the rocks at one time
seeing him hurt pierced my heart. tell me, if there is any other guy whu will do all this and make me feel this way
i juz wan to sae thhat i luv him and i will do anythin i could to transform this realtionship into a beautiful n happy fairy endin and i mean it. even when things are terrible, storms at bay, i noe that i haf a safety dock i can land on. call me selfish but i haf grown so dependent on this cute and smart boy tat the thought of losing can m,ake me cry all day( haf already experienced that)
i miss my frens too.. i miss the days hangin out wit jun min or samuel blah blah.. now like everbody is busy n i tink we are losing one another in distance. i miss the times we joke ard and the times where things are much more simpler./ i miss xinyi they all too.. n sharon. in some sense.. im losing touch wit my bestfren premma. i dunno y but i dun tink i can relate to her as well as in the past. whu says time won change anythin? at the v least, i got closer wit my klassmates and is able to share more things wot them den in the past. i haf got this much to contand myself wit. jia you cynthia.. there is so much i haf got to do and meet up the standard for.
thank u Lord for giving me lovely parents. i luv my mum n dad. woludnt swap them for anythin in the world. n thankz for a fantastic sis i dote on n bro too.. thank u. everythin i hold n protects now i give thankx.
+ [CyNz] remember agains + 8:11 PM
