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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
for those out there whu dunno.. im attached.. hahax.. surprising ritez.. most of the time i tell u guys not to get tied down.. thia time i defy my principle..
whu is he lehz? he is somebody tat relli matter alot to me and i tink he is realli too nice le.. actually i could sae tat i not v confident in this relationship n i did tink alot before relli takin up such a commitment. haha.. poly frenz out there.. tink u guys met him le.. but my sec fren... especially prem n the spp gang i tink u guys dunno ba..
well.. i started liking this person v long ago le.. haha.. tink it started out in a bad way when i first noe him.. he huh... always tok in hokkien den i dun understand.. initially when we first got acquainted, he sae he almost lose his temper at our grp which consist of tau pok, carol, kaan blah blah blah.. haha.. bet u guys can guess y? with tau pok ard, we are mad ppl// n of coz most of the time im crazy anyway.. this happens in Taman Negara..
i admit i did take notice of him coz he does resemble a person i came to noe in the past. but after the trip i also nv bother to relli get to noe him in person.. haha.. but tat is not the end ba.. dunno how come his fren give him my no n den we got msg each other lo.. but tat time still nv sae like him or anythin..
the expedition trip is where i started to haf feelings for him. for those good n close fren out there i probably got tell u all abt him. we were at the bar where this super xia jian guy start to sprout nonsense n he stood up fer me.. haha.. this is the time i took a doule take n start to look deeper into this person ba..
he ar.. can sae treat me v nice le.. i tink this is the first time i relli took an effort to enhance the relationship and i do care alot abt him.. last time my relationships most of the time is the guy take initiative to hong wo, to pamper n take care of me. i admit maybe my mentality is immature last time n i do tend to take things fer granted. n i can sae i nv take to relationship to be serious n long term. Gek San shud noe.. lol
this time though i feel different.. how to sae huh? i keep thinkin thing in a long run n i do tend to picture our future together.. maybe i relli wan to settle down le. however, me dear here im not sure if im relli the right one fer him. i trust tat he is loyal but i do noe that there r alot of other gers out there whu r better den me n make a better gf. he noe v little gers n sometimes i wonder how can he be so sure im the right person leh?
dear, if u happen to read this i wan to tell u tat i do care abt u alot and i juz wan u to be happy. if there is a ger out there whu is good to u, dun be cold to her because of me. look into her in a new perspective and c if she is good fer u. id i happen to noe the ger and i noe she is a nice person, i will back out.. dun worri i wun blame u or her because i wan u to be happy. u r a v nice person. being with u is like a dream come true.. but as u said, there is no fairy tale endin in real life and i am contand to have what i haf with u now. i dun tink im good enuff for u but i will try my best to love u n take care of u.
+ [CyNz] remember agains + 8:13 PM
