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Thursday, September 22, 2005
yest whole nite nv sleep.. got also a few hours onli.. haha.. call carol at 3 plus am to discuss multiple choice questions.. siaoz rite? kaan was so surprise when i replied his msg.. but todae i late fer sch sia.. jialat.. i left home early somemore,.. tink todae got accidents coz on the bus i hear the fire/ambulance siren(not sure which). it took me more den an hour to reach the klassroom lo.. v funni.. this girl alighted the same time as me was runnin.. i was walkin in big steps.. but we are at the same speed.. LOL.. she look so silly runnin like tat..
last night was a long nite.. went through the Wendy Shu notes v slowly.. den todae come out more on Adeline Koh.. arrghh.. the multiple choice i got compare wit ridzuan..n we both get the same ans.. haha.. if im not wrong i will get full mark for multiple choice.. cant sae the same for the long question though.. tink im going to fail the other question le.. the one on the potassium n the calcium one i got it wrong.. is 8 mark lo.. n the one on the ethylene one.. i simply repeat the question onli lo.. 15 mark lehz.. tink i will die...
long nv play hockey le.. hahax.. hand abit itchy,, wantes to but the hockey stick i saw last time.. waitin for exam over must ask kaan to acc me to go n buy.. humm... another top item on my list is the bag i saw at top shop tat time.. guess wat? it is purple colour de.. heeZ.. kinda expexted ritez?
yest jun min call me... was surprise as he dun call me in the afternoon de.. den i ask him y he call,, he sae is becoz of erm humm.. i tot wat... actually was his bdae the day before.. gosh.. i totally forgot abt it.. was so embarrassed.. haven even get him a bdae present yet lo.. shussh.. canot sae in the blog wat i wan to get him.. sekali he go n read.. more guilt lo... he keep sayin things to make me more guilty.. haha.. let me tok abit at this jun min.. i noe him since sec 3.. can sae thru adelyne or i tink is becoz we r klassmates.. initially find him v fan.. call me to tok cork but dun understand my jokes de.. lol.. but in the end he prove to be someone i care alot abt.. haha.. rem in the sec sch days he everytime give me morning call coz i am always late.. den always kena detention.. he treat ppl v nice lo.. i v short tempered de.. he still can tahan me.. there was once tat he cannot tahan no longer.. we had a fight n this time none of us try to make an effort to tok to each other.. haha.. tat was so long ago.. but after the fight make the friendship stronger ba..
next person i wanna tok abt is premma.. she is my bestfren.. thought we dun constantly c each other but we do noe that we care alot abt each other ba.. i rem in sec 1 when i always quarrel wit her.. den i walk away.. she taught me one thing though.. nv walk away from somebody n this lesson i learnt well.. too bad i didnt learn it sooner.. i should haf confront my bro n solve th prob i have wit him years ago. back to prema.. i tink she is v independent n strong.. there are times when i became frustrated wit her as she sometimes refuse to share her problem wit me.. i miss her alot.. nv seen her for ages..
humm.. tok abt my bro.. it was such a nice feelin to c him wear the bdae present me n sis bought for him that day.. he was wearin shoes n he caught my eye.. i was wonderin y he look so shuai tat dae.. lol.. he should wear white more.. i tink his other shirt all v dull.. though i attempt to tok to him n make an effort to involve him in family discussions.. he is always so distanced.. i regretted my childish action to break the friendship n care we had in the past.. those days are so nice *wistful i rem how close we were n i used to tink that he is my hero.. i admire him for whu he is n i tink he possess a good heart.. he will always be the guy from the past i noe.. whu dote on me so much.. hai.. better not continue.. later cry.. haha
u noe.. im not sure y but i had not manage to open my heart to anyone for a long time.. there will always be a barrier n guard.. cud it be because i realise the ppl i care abt can or will die one dae? i fear death like i nv fear b4.. i cannot accept the fact that one day.. ppl i care abt will leave me..
tat thought is scary..
im also not v sure of myself.. what if i die one day? the most regretful last thought will be i nv take care of my parents ba... n of coz.. i regret that i cannot n will not open my bro heart again after the first scarring.. hai.. life sux
+ [CyNz] remember agains + 8:53 PM
