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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
so much to do..
i tink i meddle into things too much at times... feelin stress.. y does everyone ask me things which i DUNNO how to answer.. i dun like the pressure given to me, especially when i am not in charge... feeling abit annoyed lo..
my papa go temple n chui qian fer me.. it is a good one, thank God.. but i fear fer my mom..
yesterdae nitez she sae her eye v pain... that relli strikes, maybe i fear too much.. but my grandma did pass away after a phone call saying her eye hurts..
y izzit like this?? my mom still on the way to recovery.. i dun wan anythin to go back again.. it hurt me to c how vulnerable n small she is..
no longer i feel the protection she used to give me.. but i feel the need to protect her instead..
humm.. i miss my spp frenz.. long nv c them le..
still abit depress these days..
i shouldn't feel this way.. but i cannot help it.. life has been so grey..
fell guilty fer sumthings i nv explain properly to the other party.. i hate to do this but i dun haf the courage to confront it.. i juz hope time will heal everythin.. n i wan to leave no scar.
+ [CyNz] remember agains + 6:34 PM
